Sometimes people will search for a method to end their lives quickly and painlessly and there are answers, but know that none of them is really painless.
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I am 14 and have been depressed ever since I was 9. My mother abandoned me and my siblings in 4th grade, my dad had a stroke at the same time, and I live in my aunts house. My room (which I share with my sister) is half of the living room, maybe less and the only thing that separates it is a curtain for the door and wall. I have been told I was fat, crybaby, a joke, and shallow by my family. We are kinda poor and I am constantly told to do all the work around the house. I even have to clean the bathroom with a toothbrush. My family constantly asks what I want as a career and when I suggest something, they just laugh when I am being serious. I am an idiot because I cannot make straight A's and no matter what I do, I am constantly compared to my sister. She makes straight A's, does the family sport(tennis), and can do everything better than me. I constantly think I'm fat and try to make myself throw up sometimes. I used to cut but I can't now because I'm afraid of being caught and I even tried to burn myself with a lighter. I always put up a front at school and act happy 24/7 when honestly, I feel like tearing off my skin and stabbing myself multiple times. I have social anxiety as well and had cried in front of my entire class when I said my mother abandoned my family. My father used to have depression too and refused to see me and my siblings. I want to run away from home but if I do, child services will come and take my siblings away to an orphanage. I just don't know what to do anymore and I honestly don't need that utter crap about my family loves me and not to make my friends sad cause they don't know me.
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i'm stuck in this world, i just want to die, because i wan't to try another world. even it will be worst, at least i'm not stuck. i really want to die. leaving this world and want to know what happen if i'm leaving. i really want to die, because i'm tired being alive being alive is such a bothering task to do. i'm tired to being survive. i don't want to be a survivor. i'm not that kind of person. why life is so hard. being kind, being evil, it's just the same tiring die ? should i die? i don't want to be here. i'm sick of everything
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I will be 32 in less than 10 days, it's been a long ride. When I was born I was a setback to both my parents and they never let me forget it. Between the physical, mental, and emotional abuse, I didn't know which was worse. I've committed crimes against people to fuel an increasingly aggressive drug addiction which seemed to rip my soul apart for almost 15 years. I spent 5 years in a correctional facility where I was beaten, sprayed with pepper spray and mocked just about every day. Every woman I've ever been with has cheated on me and I'm currently married to a cheating, lying, deceptive woman who would rather make my life a living hell by telling other men that she has to get them used to my kids before she brings them around. We are still married and live together. Every day is a struggle and I suffer from severe PTSD which causes vivid nightmares, and hallucinations. My entire family has written me off as a stranger. My kids don't listen and could really care less if I was dead. It has been 32 long years of suffering and enough is enough. If I don't do it myself I fear a much more painful death such as a massive heart attack. I do not want to give anyone the satisfaction of finding the body. I would rather die a John Doe and never be found. I'm not worried about a few seconds of pain I just want to go away. I know hell awaits for an eternity of suffering, but I can no longer suffer in physical form.
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I have lot of problems in my life I don't have the courage to face it anymore I just somehow wanna die but I really can't control pain I want someone to help me out but I don't know whom to ask I actually don't have anyone that I can trust that is in friends I am so fed up of my life I don't think that my existence ever means anything I could go on telling about it all night but I am hopeless...I really need some help and suggestions
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And I have also heard that taking expired pills will stop ure beath u won't also have much pain is that true can it be the easiest way to die??
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Hi. I was a person who always wants people around me to be happy. The more i care for someone that person ends up saying i have never made them comfortable. I am a looser in life and even looser for friendss relatives and family. Feel like ending of this shit. I hope i wil do it soon. Jus want to share it. Because i have told my sorrows to group of people who suffers like me.
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Money and responsibilities drive so much our life, sometimes I myself say "Fuck this life". However, there is wife who loves you, kids who adore you without telling you, neighbours who will still like to pass their time with you----again responsibilities which will ultimately kill you in any case.
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do you think life is beautiful? its the satan who created it!!!! its all the miseries and sorrow.....which portion of your life...you find that it is beautiful???? when you came in this world....u came with certain expectations of your parents....when these expectations are not well fulfilled, then you try a lot for achieving success....but every steps of your life plays game with you....it gives you sorrow till end....even after you get success then you are not satisfied there!! it is the human and satanic thought which will never let you to be happy....this age is the age of satanic soul..,..no body can be happy
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I came here to decide if its worth killing myself keeping in mind the amount of pain i will have to suffer, the comments made me realise i have no actual problems
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Attempting suicide is at best a very last resort. I've tried many times, and have failed. Curious feeling to when you have reached your limit, can take no more, then waking up to realize you failed at another event in life. I wish you all the best, hoped to have had the opportunity to give all of you a hug, take away your feelings of emptiness, loneliness, hopeless. Someday, I am unable to say when, it all may become better. For forty years, it hasn't.
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