Sometimes people will search for a method to end their lives quickly and painlessly and there are answers, but know that none of them is really painless.
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Im 27, i feel so alone in my world! Ive thought about killing myself tones of times not one person in my life ever said i love you! I just wanna die! -
If anyone needs to talk,I'm here. I'm depressed as well and read most of your comments and can to 99% of you. Since I do not want to share my story nor can I talk to you individually though your posts. My email is [email protected] and I'm here for anyone of all ages. Im 18 by the way.
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Im on medical disability due to a spine issue,I feel useless,Im over my head in debt & I see no improvement in my life,I tired of waking everyday being anxious and worrying
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So its 3:13 a.m. here as I started writing this comment. Once when i was 17 I had my first big down... and with big I mean "Mmh, how can i get sleeping pills... fast". At that point, a friend of mine helped me. I had to swear to her not to do anything like that in my whole life. Until today I said to myself "Don't break that promise". It's not that i am sad or anything. My life isn't that bad... But I dont understand life itself. Why shoud i get up in the morning? Why should I live? I mean.. I could just die and won't ever have to think about anything. Well I wont hurt myself or kill myself, I think, even thou my life hurts. I just found this page and thought.. am I just stupid for not understanding why i should live? And I started to read some comments here, about how bad everything is.. so I hope you can forgive me when i am sayin' that mine isn't that bad but I really would love to stop it. And yeah, talking helps a lot... but what should someone do when there is noone to talk to? In my country I would have to pay for a therapy. Money I dont have... Thats stupid... Well, have a nice day. I hope someone gives me their opinion... I'd love to hear your thoughts.
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hopefully I will get the guts to end my pointless life one day.
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I somehow have made it to my junior year in college. However, I'm dyslexic, and thus, no matter how hard I work I am continually getting the lowest grades in the class. After going to countless teacher's hours and trying every study method in the book for hours on end, I see no improvement. I have no direction with what I want to do, and no apparent passion that I would be happy with or that I find myself especially gifted at. My health has gone downhill as my adrenal glands have run out of adrenaline causing weight gain beyond my control and lack of energy, and I currently have mono. I have been on antidepressants for years, and I have struggled with depression with bipolar tendencies for as long as I can remember. I will not loose weight even though I have only eaten organic fruit, vegetables and meat for a while now, and I have tried every other diet method out there. I am only a cost to my parents, and I see all of my "success" as a result of their money. My dad is also dyslexic, but he made it through medical school, so there is absolutely no excuse for me to fail. The only reason I'm still breathing is because of how much it would hurt the people around me for me to take my life. But I just don't know how much longer before the pain of living outweighs that. And because depression is hereditary and I will be struggling with it for the rest of my life, I think it would be kinder for me to take my life now before I have a significant other and children and things get worse.
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I dont enjoy living in a world completely overtaken by tyranny and evil. Attempting to live up to expectations other people create for you, but that would not make you happy. I feel like i have true happiness in my heart, and am already truly at peace. I do not need to work, or have money, or goals to be happy, for i see all those things as being superficial. Real happiness exists inside, and does not require a catalyst. However, these ideals are not shared by my family, or by the rest of society...who have all been completely indoctrinated into thinking that they must serve the greater "good" to live a truly fulfilling life. I do not wish to grow up as a slave to society, or to the rich, and corrupt. I am completely ready to move on to the next phase of life, whether it be an "afterlife" or nothingness. The only thing holding me back is that i know that my loved ones do not share my ideals, and my death would hurt them. Even though i am at peace, and ready to go, they are not ready, nor would they be able to cope. So, im left wondering, should i just kill myself, and rid myself of the concerns of others, or should i find a way to keep going in the world...even if it is entirely for the satisfaction of others, and will not benefit my own level of happiness at all, only cause detriment to it. Like i said, i can end it, and choose eternal freedom, or i can live longer and become more and more unhappy, simply to satisfy others. Im 26, in good shape, pretty good looking, smarter than most people i know, and highly capable...and aside from what this post may lead you to believe, im mentally stable lol, otherwise i wouldnt be here. So, any useful advice? im always open to another point of view.
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I messd up everything. My family doesn't wants me. But I just can't tell them to give me away. Because they'll think I don't love them. I just wan to die. I don't want to cause more problems. Others deserves my place more. I deserve to die. Living is a big sin of mine
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fuck this i'm so done. I'm hope to kill myself within the next month, goodbye cruel world.
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I lost the love of my life in feb and we were together for 21 yrs. I looked after her for 2yrs as she was ill but she past away unexpectedly i am still waiting to hear why she died its been months now and still no closure. I dont know how much longer i can go without her as tried once so far to end it with pills but woke up the next morning gutted to still be here i am so lost and still want to end it all. Due to depts ect and not wanting to live alone hopfuly i will do it right next time to be back with her again
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