I'm 19 and I've had depression for a few years now but only just recently came to terms with it thanks to my girlfriend who got me to see a doctor. However I've never fount much enjoyment out of life and can't see any coming soon. I got poor school results and can only see myself having a very basic stuck in a rut job for life, my girlfriend is also moving to America soon and I no longer feel I can talk to her or anyone else about these problems, she's the only thing that's ever made me happy I my life and I can't lose her, it's not an option but I never want to be selfish or hurt anyone. Nothing would please me more than for this pain to end and for my life to end but the only thing keeping back is the thought of my family after I'm gone and I never want them to be in pain for my actions but it's going on more and more and I think it's time I finally make a selfish decision, that being my last. I think about being with both of my nans in some form of afterlife even though I'm not religious. All I've ever tried to do in life was help other people and put everyone before me because that's the type of person I am. I don't want any praise for that, I just think that's right. I just got sacked from my job and I can't see much better coming along even though I'm so young.i never talk to anyone about this or complain because there are so many people worse off than me that never complain about anything. I'm sitting here now with 7 boxes of ibuprofen and a big bottle of water and I think it might be the time I go. I never wanted to disappoint or hurt anyone but I've got to a point that I honestly believe I can't come back from

I am a teenager girl about 14 and I took some pills enough to make my stomach to hurt and cause vomiting is that I was not thinking ,right my parents are going to very hard times and ... I have this big sadness going on knowing that my dad dosent love I hearted with my own ears and I think I fall in depression .... But reading the comments make me realized hey this is not my fault and my dad is the one who is gonna lose this great person ...just thanks to all those positive comments

So is there any over the counter drugs that will kill me. Had enough. Done my bit raised my kid to over 21 now. And just had enough. Only have nurofen zavance and vodka at home at moment. How many do I need to work. Im 45 and lived enough.

Right now I'm alone and been hurting I've be single for a year have a 7 month old a4 year old and a 6 year old I am not likeing . o don't go ouit askinng much but right now I want. To hurt my self and I'm not sure what to do I know my kids will be hitting an!y family but I just do t sea poi y in living if my kids always want there dads buiyso hardro get him to see them I feel useless and just don't want to breath I have been left by 2 !em with 3 kids ad no support I'm only just turned 23 and I just feel I've lived life what mprwe is there left to hurt I just donknow what to do

I took 175 ibuprofen pills at once and can say from experience if you don't die you will wish you did. Hearing that you were so close to death is a scary thought

I came here to check to see how much ibuprofen I could take for pain and see so many suicide related comments Please guys don't do it!! You are so young and you have so much you can do in your life .trust me. I have been there ..very depressed. .Can't see a way out.. but there always is. It is hard but try and decide to be happy. ..don't care what people think of you. ..remember your happy times. You can always move forward and things will get better.. it is easier said than done I know. .my depression was because of issues with my dad I thought would never be resolved...but in the end they were and I have a whole new positive outlook and can deal with life much better So please don't do it... especially when you're only like 19 !!! Come on! Really!! Sometimes it takes a bit of time to find yourself ..try and talk to nice decent people more. There are lots out there

I'm 27 n turning 28 In a week I should be thinking about enjoying that I lived this long but I can't. I've tried suicide a few years back I didn't take enough medications to kill myself says, the doctor. I'm thinking strongly on making it work for real this go round. I have a significant other that doesn't like when I'm in this state but I'm not built strong n I can't handle the tribulations of my life. Although my significant other is the only happiness in my life I feel like Ima burden in his life n he tells me that I'm selfish when I talk about suicide but I'm tired of fighting. I really don't see where I fit in this life. This time it just might cut myself than rely on pills.

I'm john tran..i took pills i tried to kill my self i hate my life im trying to die right now but i cant so im gonna stop i struggle with depression

My name is Michae I'm 22 at job corps I'm very depressed and think about killing myself I lost the only person who I loved that was my other me my smile my morning my moon goddess my life and I can't keep thinking about her and I lost her I will never be able to get her back

I'm 18 , & I just ate 30 or more ibuprofen I'm tired of life