I just want each of you guys to know.... I don't want to talk to anyone. I am just surfing the internet trying to decide how to end it all. I simply don't care anymore. Why should I, no one else does. Not even my kids or boyfriend. Goodbye world.

I cant live more like this and cant keep enyone on happy. I am a fucking blady dog. Good bay every one.I lv u ISH. <3 :-*

I am drinking 2 - 2/11 steel reserves witch are at a 8.1 percent alcohol level. I have 43 800mg ibuprofen's with motren. I'm a quarter in my second 24 ounce of 2/11. I called a suicide hotline and a machine answered. Haha. That's what you want, a machine to help you, eh? Once I stuck around for 3 minutes a persons answered. Asked my name and phone number. After 3 minutes of nonesense I hung up. It's been about at least 30 minutes haven't received a call back. Go figure. I'm about to go on my 5th ibuprofen I know it's not much but I'm afraid. I'm afraid like any other person and I know my issues my struggle my problems don't mean much to anyone. But if you're like me, be better. Today is May 23rd 2016 I've caught against this 2 times in my life and I think today either A might be the third or the last. I don't want simpathy not someone to reach out. Life is something to charish, but not all life is meant to be lived. I've wondered what my life was intended for, like anyone else. I hope someone somewhere is reading this and thinks twice because I, I am weak and you could be stronger and better then the expectation that you've given to yourself. Sometimes it's not so bad to be your own light, but sometimes it's not so bad to have someone there to keep your light lit. Don't be like me, Soon to be, Pushing daisies. -angel

I just want it to end easily in my sleep

Remember there are people in your life that care about you. Reach out to someone: a sibling, parent, teacher, pastor and that will help u. I feel that your pain, though severe, may be temporary. Please get some help before it is too late.

My turn... Sometimes in life you just want that one person to like you to accept you to care to listen to be there to be honest or you just want love someone to like you. But you wake up feeling like wtf or why am I feeling this way! Uh because you have emotional stress weather it's a job, a eating disorder struggling with depression a divorce or money problems paying loans or anything but sometimes you just want to give up GIVE UP I SAID ok and a long ok. I am going to die like you have no clue how much of a mistake NO IDEA NO CLUE ffffuuuuccckkk I am such a horrible person on the inside I am chill calm relaxing and sometimes like to party or watch American dad especially Roger lol anyways my life was great perfect I had it all I tell you friends sleepovers game nights at church fun bonfires that feeling you get when you put a blanket on when your at a bonfire okayyy but then the hurt came getting called names by my own "mom" fat fat and fat and then I started smoking weed and drinking beer my life is gone over done no more I was cute chubby curvy not like wide arms spread out fat okkkk!! I took sooo many pills i just feel like screaming oh well Im here for you oh go see a therapist this that this that blah blah blahhhhhhhh GO do it go just do it you lost someone you messed up in your past you've lost A job you do drugs you don't have family ok

Don't kill yourself. If you're unhappy with your life, don't runaway by killing yourself. Stand up and face the problems. You are bigger than that.

All the other comments are about killing yourself with pills and it's really sad, I just came here because I'm in agony and wanted to make sure I wasn't taking too many pills to harm my body. ????

I don't recommend trying to OD from ibuprofen if you are looking for a painless death. I once attempted it and it caused awful stomach pain. It was a burning and sharp pains. I also heard a ringing and my head felt like I was spinning. I had also taken a lot of sleeping medication and had luckily passed out before any other painful side-affects occurred.

I took 14 400 mg of ibuprofens and I started to have a horrible stomach ace then I fell asleep I woke up with a bad headache I'm only 11 and I know I shouldn't have done that. But I guess I'm still here????