I'm a middle school student. I'm really shy and have bad anxiety. I have no real friends and my family treats me like shiiit. I just need ONE friend. I need someone to talk too and share my feelings with. I'm just so alone and miserable. I have nothing special about me. I suck at sports, can't sing, play an instrument or draw, and I'm a C student. Help please.

I hate my life... I'm a failure at everything The worst life..The worst limitsThe worst everything... I want to commit suicide but can't I'm even a failure at that I want to die so badly Everyday to me is misery, torture.

:( my mom hate me my 2 brothers hate me my step sister hate me my dad and my step dad hate me and am only 12 no one loved me sometimes i think of suicide just to show them they say stuff like im ugly and a waste of time and sometimes beat me for no reason sometimes i feel to slap them always torturing me i got no friends i doubt anyone even like me sometimes i think of taking all my mom money and just go missing i dont know where or when but if she over do it i fuking will u have my MOFO WORDS ON THAT im so shetting pissed rite now.My dad was the only one i ever loved soo much i wud die for him until he almost beat me for not bringing my mother a spoon then again when they are old they would need me but i wont fuking be there i won't ill watch them in pain the same thing they put me through

My life sucks, I hate myself, I pray to God and beg multiple times everyday but nothing changes. The only girl I ever had a chance with, dates my bestfriends and makes my life a living hell. I can't escape it because she is friends with my friends, but no matter what I always forgive her. I can't be myself around my family, and they hate me for that. My friends are all starting to leave me, and I feel so alone. I just want to feel loved, and I don't feel that from anyone. I'm hoping a girlfriend will help me out a lot but I can't find one. I've been rejected so many times that I give up. I just want to die so I don't have to deal with all the depression, stress of life and school, and challenges ahead. I'm so fucking done

I'm 17 and really have problems that lead to me hating my life. I do drugs (some hardcore) daily and have killed countless brain cells, I'll never be quite "normal". I can focus but I can't actually think well. I have friends but I don't ever get to see them. I have to work 30 hours a week on top of getting high school education. All my dad ever says to me is how I need to get better grades (better than the existing as and bs) and how I need to get into college to be rich. We have no other personal conversation he just wants me to take care of him when he is old. He takes a good 1/2 of the money I make in spite of his reliable income. This is truly the sh*tt*est thing I swear..

it is sad to hear about everybody's pain...I find myself in a lot of what everyone else has said. I feel stuck in life right now and I can't figure out how to get unstuck. I just want to pray for each and everyone of you and tell you I am so sorry about your pain in the way you feel. I wish I could give you a hug and tell you not to give up. God please help each and everyone of us, give us some direction, some leading, and a big dose of hope.

i hate my life, i suck at everything i do, my mom hates me and always screams at me and only me, not any of my sisters. i'm failing in English, i have 7 friends, and my life is basically the same thing over and over everyday. i have a crush on a girl who hates me and i am addicted to video games and always get yelled at by my family and never feel loved bc they yell at me too. i want to end it all in the most painless way that i can do, but i also want to see what god has in store for my life and see what the purpose is other than to be a human insult-bag. my mom says that when im old enough to get a job (cause i'm 13) she's going to kick me out of our house and make me live on my own and she says she doesn't care what will happen to me from there on

I hate my life because my family adores my sisters over me

I am really sorry some of you feel this way, i have also hated my self and life for a long time now. i have recently gotten help and told my parents how i felt. turns out i have been dealing with depression for more than two years. The thing is that dealing with this is hard because people usually don't understand. they think its just a "phase" and we can easily get over it. people will never get it until they go through it. I want all of you to know that depression does not usually come with a reason so don't feel guilty about having an okay family and life and still feeling like this, its not your fault you feel like this, its just life......

I hate my life. I am incapable of being loved. I was a mistake to begin with when I was born and have been a burden ever since. My father recently died of cancer. I have no friends and never will because I am stupid and pathetic. I have nothing that I love or care about. My girl just left me because she finally realized the truth. That I am a nothing and she couldn't possibly love a mistake and a burden like me. Who could? If I blew my brain out right now no one would give a shit. Sure, 2 or 3 people might show up at my funeral, but a few weeks later or maybe even a week, I am not even sure it would take that long, I would be forgotten like I never existed. If anyone did show up it would be one of those "I have to go" kind of things. There is no one that would go because they loved me, definitely not. Every night I go to sleep I pray I don't wake back up and every morning I wake up I am pissed off I have to live another day in these shoes. Everyone and everything I loved is dead and gone and it only gets worse from here. I didn't even mention all the little, horrible things, that happen on a monthly basis. If I wasn't so poor and pathetic I would go buy a gun and just get it over with, but I am even too pathetic for that. I am 31, don't try to tell me there is clear skies ahead because there is not. I wish I could pay someone to stab me in the jugular real quick while I am not expecting it. I am too much of a coward to do something like that. I need a gun or something quick.