My only Wish is that good takes my life and I don't do it myself that way I dingy go to hell

My life has become a big mess!! I have lost my confidence my bff my talents everything n i dunno whoz fault is it? Well puberty or what my body face has changed everytime i look at mirror dere z sth wrong...i dont rome around i js watch series in television not dat i wanted or tried to change but things are worse now..joining new colg i havent make much frens d main thing z i dun wanna study science but bcoz of momdad m forced to..my ranks are geeting low and low...in relationships i only get cheated...i cant forget my x ..life z so complicated dere z nth bt only problems!!!

I hate my life-I have parents who hate me, but who can blame the. When I started High School, I had a 3.5 weighted GPA and steadily decreased from there. When people tell me to be happy, I want to tear their throat out. Then there are my "friends". They all have great parents and great grades. They laugh and have fun with each other, I on the other hand have to suffer through day after day of hatred by my family and a horrible life. My "friends" find it humorous that I have bad grades and I am tortured daily. I have tried everything to be happy, and now I am just giving up. When I try suicide I always never go through with it. It just proves to show why I hate my life. There are 7 billion people on this planet, I am just one with no life. I am taking the chances of another person who could do so much more with their life. I literally have nothing that I can be good at and it is horrible. This has been going on for 5 years, and everything I have tried has failed. I ran away and I still managed to screw that up. When I came spied through a window on my "loved ones" they were happy for a change and celebrating for no reason. When I came back the next day, everybody just slumped and walked away to their rooms. After that I steeled my self and committed suicide again. It didn't work. Though it did cost me 5,000 dollars in doctor fees. I tried to buy a gun but they would not let me because of my previous record and it sucks. I have nothing in my life to live for, absolutely nothing.

It makes me so sad to read these posts. I got on here because I don't like the way my life story is playing out and I need to find a way to change it so that I can feel joy again. Tears came to my eyes while reading these posts. Every single one of you is precious. Life hurts for all of us for many different reasons. Your not alone. I wish you could see what a beautiful and precious human being you are.

" I hate my life " that's my life quote . Since I was little no body likes me and I have never had any best friend , just friends which pretend to be my friend and sometimes act they are not and some friends want to break up with me , they gossip behind my back and always make fun of me . But on 7th grade I got a friend she was so nice and kind but sometimes acts that I'm not her friend and askes me what's wrong with me , but I loved her more than she did and always thank my God that I have a friend which is a real friend , but that day in 7th grade a lot of problem faced me from her she loves her other friends which I'm jealous of and always treats them differently . In 8th grade her other friends left the school and I'm the only One which is her friend , but she still makes fun of me infront of me and next year she will leave the school and I will be alone in recess and I will miss her because I have no friends anymore and I will be bullied and be a loser + my mom always shouts at me and embarrass me infront of my family and friends I just hate life , any tips please help :(

I understand. I hate my life as well. Everyone hates me. My family hates me. They tell me to leave the house and every time they do I lock my self in the room until the next day or not I'm going to be forced out.

Everyday I just want to kill myself but I don't have the balls to do it. I'm scared of what my afterlife might look like. Im not sure if their is a heaven or hell and I dont need anyone to throw a bible in my face because I'm agnostic. I'm constantly reminded that im indeed lower than a sack of shit and It has gotten to the point where I just seclude myself from everyone and society. I'm better known as "emo" or "gothic" because of my clothing atire. I cant find a suitable girl and all my so called friends are low lifes like me. Ive tried doing drugs like weed but didn't help. Then I moved on to harder base ones like crack, lsd, shrooms, and I even considered swallowing enough pain killers to end my life. I feel trapped. I feel like a nobody and everyone has forgotten about me....my existance. Every now and then I have suicidal thoughts but never became anything major...yet. I hate my life.

everyone hates me. i hate my life. im 11 and im in school right now but someone just cracked my phone. my mom thinks its my fault but its not, i know this isnt a big issue but my parents hate me. so pretty much im crying right now at school and im trying to not show it to anyone. my best friend that i had for 3 years just left me becuase i talked tosomeoe else for a minute and she got mad,, i cry myself to sleep. i dont no wut to do...

everyone hates me. i hate my life. im 11 and im in school right now but someone just cracked my phone. my mom thinks its my fault but its not, i know this isnt a big issue but my parents hate me. so pretty much im crying right now at school and im trying to not show it to anyone. my best friend that i had for 3 years just left me becuase i talked tosomeoe else for a minute and she got mad,, i cry myself to sleep. i dont no wut to do...

im a married woman of 26 years, I have two beautiful girls, they both have their life in order. I am a very depressed person. I have had no friends. every day I pray that I wont wake up from this pathetic life I live. im crying every day, worst of all I curse god out saying the most hateful things to him. yet im still here. why? I work everyday and so does my husband all our money goes to bills. I have gone with no winter clothes to wear for about 12 years. winter months in Ontario are cold. I live in my pj or a house coat every day for about 5 months every year. when I do work I wear men's pj from value village, im a press operator so appearance means nothing to our company. I hate living, getting up every morning and dealing with my broke ass life. god there are so many people who love life, an there are people who want to end it like me. would you listen to our wishes, end the lives who wanted it to end.